It’s their own business and lives but as long as they don’t abuse their health and the people that care about them. I mean, if, they’re just a stranger, an acquaintance, a distant friend then that’s none of my business. But if they’re someone that is close to me and that means a lot to me then I do care. I do want them to stop the smoking because it shortens their life, drinking is ok in moderation just as long as they don’t turn into an alcoholic. Although, I don’t have the right to stop them, as much as I want to I can’t because I don’t control them. I just want them to live a long and healthy life. That’s all.
My accidental happily ever after. The way you smile and you comfort me with your laughter.
- Never Knew I Needed by Ne-Yo
I can’t wait for Summer to come. I have a feeling I’m going to have a blast this Summer. I’m looking forward to finally hanging out with friends at beaches, Santa Cruz Boardwalk, Downtown San Francisco, picnics, water fights, movie & mall outings, dinner at Applebee’s/Chili’s/etc., going to Great America to enjoy the rides and water fun, and hopefully, night adventures. Not only that but I’m going to be occupied during the weekdays with Summer classes and work, so, I won’t be having a boring Summer where all I do is stay home and do nothing. I pray & wish for this Summer to be the best Summer of my life.
I’m getting tired of the same people I associate with at school… don’t get me wrong but I love my school because of the amazing people there and I have learned so many things at my school, however, I feel like I have made too many mistakes in this school that I just want to start over, again. Although, I think it’s quite unreasonable since I’m going to be a Senior next year and why would I want to graduate from a high school that barely has any memories in store for me to look back at? But I do also want my Senior year to be the year with the most cherished memories, I want it to be my favorite year, which is why I’m contemplating about moving to a different school for Senior year. Junior year has been rough for me so far, I’m starting to lose the “tight” friendships I used to have with a few people. We might not admit it but I can feel it. I feel like everyone is tired of me and that no one wants me, I feel unwanted all over again. I’m starting to feel used and betrayed… why would I want to keep feeling like this until the end of next year? I just think that moving to a different school right now sounds nice because I get to start all over, again. I shall make new friends but I will also keep in mind to always keep my guard up and to no longer let people in easily. I will give off new impressions and what not. I just think starting over is needed.
I really want to do this for prom! ^_^ But idk how long it would take.
Holy crap… This is gorgeous.
“I thought my heart had learned its lesson. It feels so good when you start out. My heart is screaming ‘Get a grip, girl. Unless you’re dying to cry your heart out.’”
ma taaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzz. Loll. I wonder who you are.
Chocolate milk tea w/pearls & Red bean mooncake :9 (Taken with instagram)